Personal #2 - Prayer

As we have thoroughly discussed communication with God in this class, I have thought back to my own prayer life. In my other class, an independent study on Reformation Theology, we discussed John Calvin, who writes four main rules of prayer. First, that reverence is absolutely necessary in prayer. Second, we pray from a sincere sense of want, and with patience. Third, we yield all confidence in ourselves and humbly plead for pardon. And fourth, we pray with confident hope. These two lines of thought regarding prayer have showed me a few things: how dynamic prayer is, how my selfish nature can blind me to the true meaning of prayer, and how God desires us to "empty ourselves" in prayer so that His Holy Spirit may fill us. I have noticed the flaw in my prayer life - I often do not enter into the presence of God with a sense of reverence. I do not "empty myself." I am consumed with my selfish agenda and often insist that prayer be a monologue in which I get to express my intended agenda with my God. Oh, how I am misguided. I have begun to see the beauty and gift that is prayer. I have been learning how to truly quiet myself in order that I may hear the whisper of the Holy Spirit. While I will always be sinful and my prayer always flawed, I am thankful for a gracious God who draws me near to Him and teaches me more about Him in my schoolwork.

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